When we left, I had people in front and behind but got separated by red lights. Once I got on the road, I was feeling better until a car laid its horn on me to scare me out of the lane. Which it worked. (This is my soap box: if you are riding and there is a cyclist in the lane, never never ever hold down your horn. It is terrifying because we don't know what it means and causes swerving possibly into your car. And it is just rude. We are human beings too. I'm someone's daughter and about to be a senior in college. It is better to slow down, safely pass me than to zoom by and take a life. Remember that next time you are driving.)
I got to breakfast and was crying again. Turns out it was a crazy driver. He cussed Rae and threw a cup at Dan. So I guess it was bad timing on the road. JD and Marcus both gave me hugs and reminded me it was okay to be scared and I would get more comfortable soon.
We went into breakfast, and everyone could tell I was pretty shaken up. Cindy gave me a hug and Melanie and Amanda gave me some encouragement. I wasn't eating very much so Amanda told me to keep eating and I'm not sure why, but tears just started rolling down my face. And she said, "it's okay, you don't have to eat, it's fine." Which made me laugh because I realized how ridiculous the situation was.
Marcus and Nyx promised to ride with me to help me feel safer which I was really appreciative of them holding back since they are pretty fast riders. The line was Marcus in front, Mel, Kat, me then Nyx. Nyx kept reminding me to take deep breathes and she whistled to distract me from the car noises.
Our route went through downtown Atlanta in the Buckhead area, and I felt so safe. I could feel the anxiety slipping away. And I think it is safe to say now that I won't have anymore panic attacks from cars.
I also just want to shoutout to all the riders on my trip. They have been so helpful and supportive to encourage me to get back on the road but also understanding when I got scared. Marcus has been so great at giving me hugs and motivating me. Nyx really helped me pull through and relax on the road. I am so thankful for those two and the group in general for all the hugs and help.
Once we got in ATL, we took some fun photos.
Once we got about 20 miles in, we got to go on the Silver Comet trail for 40 miles. It was so nice to have shade, a break from cars, and a fairly flat road. It was so amazing to pass over highways and be grateful we weren't on them. All we had to look out for were other riders and walkers.
We got to mile 45 for the lunch stop, and I walked up to get food. I immediately went for the bagels and muffins. I sat down next to Cassie to look down and see I had hives at my ankles. I thought it was weird and the longer I looked at it my legs started to burn as the hives crept up my thighs and onto my arms. I didn't know what was wrong and everyone was trying to figure out what to do. Ethan was nervous he was going to have to find an EPI pen if my throat started closing up. They found Benadryl to give me and I took two. We headed to find an urgent care center and along the way, the bendrayl started kicking in. I was getting super drowsy since you are suppose to only take one every six hours, but it made the allergic reaction stop pretty quickly.
We headed to Walmart to get more medicine and itch cream that also had bendrayl in it. So with the amount of it I had in my system, I was struggling to keep my eyes open. We arrived at the host which was Berry College. It was such a beautiful campus and the biggest one in America!
I unpacked the trailer with Rachael and Ethan. Other riders started calling me for directions around campus which between the meds and fact that it is the largest campus in the world was difficult. Marcus called and I could tell something didn't sound right in his voice but he was close. When he rolled in, Eliana and I were really worried about him. He was overheating so he needed to cool down.
After everything calmed down, I wrote directions for other riders on the magic paper towel (I'm getting really good at this internship). And headed up to my room.
We all have gotten to the point where we are so grateful for the small things. One of the riders said that if you look around at night, we look like a homeless shelter with our sleeping bags lined up in the gym floors. But at Berry College, we said in apartment style suites where it was two riders to a shower (unheard of) and beds!! I took a shower and slept until dinner.
At dinner, we all went around and talk about our bike names and the stories behind them. A lot of people have Greek god or goddess names. After dinner, I went upstairs and slept from 7pm-5am straight which was well needed.